The Game Beyond the Board

♟ The Game Beyond the Board ♟

Full Transcript from the Closing Merabh – Spoken by Adamus (unedited)

So, dear Shaumbra, let's bring our year together. All together, all the energies, everything we've done with one great big Merab of Finale. Let's take a good deep breath as we bring on some music and allow.

You know, one of the things that is very important also is you start to realize things just come to you. You don't need to work at them anymore. They they just come to you. There's an ease to it. I'm going to call it an uncomfortable ease because you're uncomfortable with things being that easy. You know, like, don't have to work for this. Don't I have to fight for it? Don't I have to have my strategies make my moves? I know you actually don't. It comes to you. It's a total shift to what you call a paradigm shift. It's a total shift of energy and consciousness work together. Let's take a good deep breath right now, letting everything come to you. What does it mean? You just sit on your butt all day and do nothing? No. Things come to you and you dance with them. But the fact is, they come to you. You don't have to go out there searching when you're in presence. Everything comes to you. I'd like to use the metaphor of a chess game. Chess. Life is like a great big chess game for most people. Chess has all the ingredients, all the elements of humanness. Imagine for a moment that chessboard with all the pieces, the pawns, the bishops and the knights, kings and the queens, and all the other pieces of the chessboard. It was a brilliant invention, creation, this game of chess, because it's so indicative of human life. You've got your light against the dark. You've got duality. You have the board itself, which is dark squares and its light squares. Everything is in opposition, getting ready for battle. You got all your pieces lined up. It's a big conflict. And the desire is to win. To win at life, to win that chess game. To go intellectual. Mental. What are my moves? You think through what 2 or 3 moves ahead. What is my opponent thinking? How long is this battle going to take place. How long can I survive on that board? How can I protect the royals? That part of yourself. The regal royal part. How do I protect the King and the queen? How do I keep from getting into a checkmate of life? A place where every one of you knows what that's like. You've been checkmated. It's actually a beautiful moment. Which I'll explain in a moment. But life is like a great big chess game. Strategies. Battles. Duality. Opposing forces. Winning. The agony of losing. Being upset with yourself when you lose. Particularly like after about ten moves, you're done. How stupid were you? That's what life is like. People are always anticipating their next move.

Or 2 or 3. Thinking it through. Worried about the opponent. Anxious to win. Hungry for a win but fearing loss. Beautiful game. I used to love playing it. I played it all the time. Until one day I couldn't anymore. I just couldn't. It was in my lifetime. My last lifetime as St. Germain. I suddenly realized the fallacy of the game itself. I was good at it. I mean, I was really good at it. I loved winning. I loved the opposition. I loved the challenge of it, the conflict, the tension. And one day and no more. I never want to play this game again because it's too cruel. It is far too cruel. Unhuman. It's too much like life itself. Too much like life itself. Too much like life itself. And in that moment. All the games I'd ever played that I had some beautiful chess sets in some of my estates. Beautiful. Some out of wood, some out of total gold. Beautiful chess sets, some out of crystals. One day I said no more. I walked away, walked away almost in disgust. And when I did. The entire game of chess. It changed. It shifted within me. I realized I was a big, great, big chess game in myself. How was I going to make my move with the next king or queen I dealt with? How was I going to make my moves with dealing with different countries, dealing with the churches, dealing with people, dealing with you in the mystery schools. That was a great big chess game.

And I realized at that point it's no longer about the duality. No longer about the win. It's no longer about having to polish the pawns. Literally, figuratively. I became that bored. I became the whole chess board. I became every piece. The dark and the light. I became the entire game myself. No longer desiring a win. No longer seeking to win, but allowing life itself to win through me. No longer having to win at life. Through strategies, through battles, through conquerors. No, no, I no longer had to win at life. I let life win through me in my presence, and I invite each and every one of you to do that right now. Let go of the next move mentality. Let go of the duality the opposing forces. Let go of the fear of winning or losing. And there's fear and winning too. You see, when you're really good at chess, as some of you know, and you win all the time, there's always somebody that comes along, the next gunslinger or the next chess player who could be better. So there's a fear of the next game, which is one of the reasons why you keep playing it, that that impulse, that desire to keep playing. What happens here is we shift from having to make strategic moves. Having to play a game of duality. Having to battle whether it's yourself or with others.

How much time? How much energy is wasted on your next move? What are you going to do next? What tomorrow is going to bring? How are you going to outsmart yourself? Life? Others? And suddenly you let go of that. You let go of that old game. You become the board and all the pieces. All the pieces. There is no more winning or losing. There is allowing the wind of life to express through you. There's no more losing. Nothing can be lost. No experience. Nothing you do is ever lost. I realized that in the chessboard there was a still space, a silent space on the board, which I never saw. I never realized it was there. And it doesn't exist in between or as a part of the other squares, and not at all. This still space, this still square, the silent square is in every move. It's in every square. It's in every piece. It's there. It's in the space between the spaces, between the the the objects and the pieces. It's, it's there. And it's in this still square, still space. That you realize that you don't need to go for the logic anymore. You could almost say the pieces moved by themselves, but they're no longer in conflict. They're no longer trying to win. They're no longer fearing loss. They're simply dancing with each other. And the squares are no longer contained on just that board. They are interdimensional. They go everywhere in every direction. They're not just flat on a surface. They're no longer just black and white or green and beige or whatever. They go on and on, and they don't provide the just in limitation of your next move. It simply means that the experiences can go on and on as long as you want. You're not limited to just a physical linear board. That in your life, it can go on and on.

And suddenly, when there's no longer that old concept of the battle, the game, you become the board. You are that still square space. And everything starts dancing. The king and the queen start dancing. The knights are the pawns. They're no longer the ones that are out there for sacrifice. Even the pawns start dancing and that board suddenly turns multi-dimensional. It doesn't just go in one direction. It goes in every direction. And the dance continues. And there's a flow. There's harmony. Now music enters in. And you realize this was me. All the way along. I'd segmented myself into black and white squares, into certain pieces on the board, that segment of myself. In a way, it was kind of fun. But then it got tiring as I found out, it got tiring. Now I became the board. I let all the pieces come to me, integrated. All the squares come to me and I stop thinking strategy. I stopped thinking my next move, and I allowed all those pieces to move on their own, because each and every one of them was me, and I allowed them to dance. I allowed them to just lay down if they wanted to. To do a little breathing, allowed them to listen to the music. And when I did, I realized how beautifully these were all me to begin with. Yes, they each contained their own characteristics, but they were all me. And when I was in presence after releasing the game of chess from my life - it all came to me. Like everything always does. It comes to you. The pieces came to me. The board came to me. They became part of me, but no longer in battle. Simply allowing life to win through me. I didn't have to win at life anymore. I allowed it to win through me. I allowed it to play, to dance, to sing, to sleep, to rest, whatever it wanted to do. Because these were all me.

So, dear Shaumbra, as we bring our 14 year to a finale. Take a deep breath, letting go of the logic of your next moves. What comes next? Who's out to get you? What might not work? You see, in a way, you got yourself into a checkmate. Checkmate situation within yourself. Couldn't make any moves anymore. You're blocked by yourself. And it's in that moment, that moment of tension, a moment of feeling defeat right around the corner that you let go.

You let go of the illusion of the game of chess, the illusion of opposing forces, the illusions of win and loss. You let go of that because you have no choice. You have no other moves to make now. You can't really anticipate much else. You're in checkmate. There's a beauty in that. You put yourself in that position to say, stop the game right now, instead of anticipating your next move on the board in your checkmate situation. Instead of feeling the loss, the defeat coming about, you simply shift. No longer playing a game of duality and limitation, but now taking a deep breath in checkmate. Aahhha. Integrate every part of the board, every piece now, and let it come to you. You literally shift the state of consciousness from being one of strategic moves, potential win loss, opposition fighting. You literally take a deep breath and let that shift now. Out of duality and into wholeness. I am the entire game. I am the board. There is no checkmate. There is no losing or even winning at the game of life. There's none of that. And then it integrates. Into your presence. And integrates into allowing master energies to serve you as the master. And integrates into now a different type of emotion filled with wisdom. Let's take a deep breath with that. In presence "I am here". Never again having to figure out your next move. Oh, it's little bit scary for those of you who are always anticipating next moves, but suddenly you are realizing "I am here". There is no need to go into logic, anticipating my moves, because this entire game is me and it's serving me, and it moves by itself. Always in perfection and always in harmony - it's all that I AM.

Let's take a deep breath and in presence let's integrate everything from I and you together. That are not just words, the tones, the coding, the wisdom, the presence. Good deep breath into presence I AM HERE. So, with that, dear Shaumbra, with that, it's been an honor to be walking side by side with you this last year, honor catch up every couple of weeks, sit down together, honor to even, well, take an nap together during Keahak. Isn't that one of the beautiful attributes of the Keahak that you can relax enough to nap? You still get all the energies, but you can relax into your enlightenment. Isn't it what presence truly it!? Relaxing into you. Presence. I am finally relaxed into self.

With that, dear Keahakers, it's been an honor, pleasure and delight.

Let's take s deep breath together as we let Keahak XIV now evolve, not close, not shut down, but evolve. It will always be here for you. You can come back, it's always here, it's crystalizing.

With that, I am Adamus of St. Germain. Thank you.